Monday, July 23, 2007

The show is over say goodbye.....

Today, a friend was told to leave our side.

I am still in a daze of the whirlwind happenings in the past week. The only power I have was to "watch" and be there and seek for "lobangs" for NinMon's plan B.

She's kind, too kind, that she didnt say this to her escorter "please, i need a minute alone..."

She may have lost the "battle" but you have won our hearts with your wit, your thoughfulness, your free-spirit, your good vibes. That I feel sorry for you being surrounded with the opposites of all that, at the place you used to be.

This is life. One minute, you're everyone's darling. But when someone's out there have put on the mode of "seek and destroy" on you, would you move along with your head down, or you fight back harder than they could ever imagine?

I move around the place that shattered NinMons's hopes and dreams, with benefits of a doubt now. I love NinMon... one of the two elder sisters of mine in the office. I fucking love her and I cant' believe this is happening until I secretly pinched myself from the day she received the letter. I keep waking up to something which is not a dream.

Until the next victim's fate be sealed......

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

The moment i heard the news i cried for her coz i knew she wouldnt cry. How could they do that to such an angle. My heart is full of vengeance. OOh Allah bare witness that your kind hearted servant has been wronged.

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Anonymous said...

To ninmon,

there is a beautiful saying that I fell in love with the moment I read it.

"Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water"

which simply, directly means, its okay to cry, for this too...shall pass.

I love you. I do. You too, anonymous :)

Anonymous said...

Cherish your visions and your dreams as they are the children of your soul, the blueprints of your ultimate achievements.. at the same time we have to open up our eyes (i just did).. your friends will either stretch your vision or choke your dream.....